Glooomy day...

Grey skies,dark clouds,atmosphere of GLOOM hanging over me coz tomorrow I'm going to JB! A routine that has been going on ALL MY LIFE. I really really wish that I can go through at least ONE YEAR without going back to JB,or at least spent ONE RAYA in KL. But I know that's not possible as long as ma beloved granny is still alive. All this fuss about going to JB is allright if I'm 12 or 13 years old but at my age now, it's just no longer convenient. I only have ONE WEEK holiday(with 3 days already wasted coz i got flu)and minus the trip to JB I have,like,3 days left only!! At this point, I can't afford to go grandma's place and watched tv or laze around on the front porch or things like that. I got reports to do, mid terms to study for etc etc. Anyway, sad stuffs aside, today I went out wif my bf. first we went to the curve and then to sunway pyramid. I wish I can spend every single day like this.